I'm beginning to regret my decision to do NaBloPoMo again. I've been feeling a little slow lately, as though I'd been pushed back some. I'm more irritable nowadays for the smallest things, and although it's only been going on for about a week, I feel like it won't ever end. The days go by slowly. I wish I could start school as soon as my sister or my other friends who attend UC's; they start classes next Monday.
My original intention for keeping up with NaBlo for January was so I could sketch every day and show you the results. I'm still posting every day, and yes, you will get a sketch from each day of January. They won't be that good. Maybe you'll get some good ones, sometimes, but most of them will not be that good. I'm thinking of moving my NaBlo focus to my other blog on tegaki-e, which is a blog site where everything is entirely hand-drawn – the entries and the comments and the user profiles alike. Yes, this means I'll have to do it all on computer, but that will only make it more convenient for me.
I've been irritable lately, and I don't really feel like sketching every day, but I will. When I sketch I get frustrated with myself, like I'm trying to put out something good, but something's blocking me from realy being as good as I want to be. Maybe I'm blocking me.
I wanted some change, but I'm off to a rough start.
It's only the 2nd.
This, too, shall pass.
Also, change is one letter away from chance.
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